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Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
6:06 pm - DON'T BE JUDGING.
The next time I get a phone call from Anthony I will slam the phone in to the wall.

I am dead serious.

I am so sick, SO SICK of listening to him whine. AND TO TEXT MESSAGE MAC AND SAY 'stay away, we're having problems. Leave us alone' is beyond the Valley of Low and Demented. And the fact that I was going to be SLEEPING BESIDE MAC that night WAS NOT BEYOND HIM.
At 9 o'clock in the fucking morning he texted him. 9!!! No one SANE text messages anyone at 9 in the morning.

Mac read that message, said nothing, and passed it to me. Alyssa read it, too, and she does NOT have anything nice to say.

There was never an us, Anthony, there will never be an us, and there will never be a time when I say 'I love you' to him. EVER. Ever, ever ever, in one million years.

Yeah, it's great to have someone CARE about you, but to care about you SO much that they call you THIRTEEN TIMES IN ONE HOUR?!?! For fuckssake, I have a life. I was out with Eleanor. Doing something that someone on here wouldn't approve of.

I've told him to leave me alone. I've told him I am sick and tired of him being an idiot and running around, asking people where I am and what I think of him, and I'm dead sick of all this boy crap.

Someone can burn the teddy bear he bought me the day of Kalen's suicide.

current mood: NO.

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Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
Took a LOT of pictures with Willjum, and one I like with Briana, my hXc emo friend.

^ Maddy (thanks a lot bitch) me, and Briana.

Will= not looking down my shirt in this one!
Well, sort of.


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Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
3:24 pm
Kalens funeral=1 week from today

Mellie, this sucks.

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Monday, October 24th, 2005
3:35 pm
Name: Emilea
Nicknames: Emmie, Emmers, Emmet, Emmlz, Em, Emmo, Blue, E-unit, etc etc x30
Mood: Fscking pissed
Listening To: Saturday Night - The Misfits
Birth Date: June 6
Birth Place: North Van
Hair Color: Dark brown, soon to be darker brown with black underthing. Maybe.
Eye Color: Bleu
Height: 5'6
Righty Or Lefty: Left
Zodiac Sign: Gemini

Your Heritage: French+Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: My black flats
Your Weakness: Chocolate
Your Fears: Clowns, Texas Chainsaw man :(0+
Your Most Overused Phrase On Msn: 'that's funny'
Your Thoughts First Waking Up:
Your Best Physical Feature: My boobs.
Your Bedtime: 10 on weeknights
Your Most Missed Memory: That time me and Kim wrote in the snow 'Em+Kimbo=BFFL' when we were twelve
Grossest Thing You Ever Ate: mushrooms
Pepsi Or Coke: Coke..aine 8D
McDonald's Or Burger King: McDo
Single Or Group Dates: Single
Adidas Or Nike: Nike
Lipton Iced Tea Or Nestea: Lipton Iced Tea
Chocolate Or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino Or Coffee: Cappuccino
Smoke: Might as well, it's very attractive apparently
Cuss: All the time you wanker :D
Sing: Yeah, when I'm happy
Have A Crush: Quite fucking possibly
Do You Think You've Been In Love: UGH GOD
Want To Go To College: Dunno, I haven't really gotten there yet
Want To Get Married: I guess
Believe In Yourself: Yes
Get Motion Sickness: If I'm reading or whatever in the car, I will get sick
Think You're A Health Freak: Uh. No. I don't really care about my health
Get In Fights With Your Parents: Not as much anymore
Like Thunderstorms:
Play An Instrument: No.

In the past month...
Drank Alcohol: Yeah.
Smoked: No
Done A Drug: Yes
Made Out: No.
Gone On A Date: No.
Gone To The Mall: Yes
Eaten An Entire Box Of Oreos: Nope
Been Dumped: Yep.
Missed Someone: Nope, definitely not
Made Home Made Cookies: No
Gone Skinny Dipping: No, sadly
Dyed Your Hair: Nope
Stolen Anything: Yeah

Have you ever...
Been Trashed Or Extremely Intoxicated: Roflcopter (Mellie), yes I have
Cried Over Someone Of The Opposite Sex: SDIHOTD More than once
Wanted To Tell Someone You Love Them: Not overly.
Been Called A Tease: Of course
Gotten Beatin' Up: Yeah
Shoplifted: Nope
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: No

Shampoo: L'oreal
Colour: Black+green+pink TOGETHER. <3
Ice Cream: Sherbert
Magazine: Vogue, Elle, Elle Girl, Teen Vogue, Glamour
Sport: ringette
Piercing: Lip piercings~~~~!!! <3 And nose. :D
Gum: Bubblicious!
TV Show: The Simple Life XD
Type Of Food: Chocolateeeeeee
Fruit: Raspberries
Vegetable: Ew
Stores: American Eagle
Season: Spring

In A Guy...
Best Eye Color: Blueee
Best Hair Color: Blaccckkkk
Short Or Long Hair: Emo fringe
Height: 6'1 or so.
Best Weight: 3000 POUNDS =/ Wtf do I know about guys weight?
Best Article Of Clothing: A towel
Best First Date Location: The Endo
Best First Kiss Location: Parents bed. Or something offensive like that

# Of Drugs Taken Illegally:
# Of People I Could Trust With My Life: I can't say I really know until I trust someone
# Of CD's I Own: At least 60
# Of Piercings: 9e05496 soon to be like, 4 KMGD08U6U98ER8UT8U``~~1;12O3 ;o;
# Of Tattoos: Omfg I'm going to get like..a tiara on my upper thigh, angel wings on my back, the word 'Virgin' on my right wrist, a cross-anklet tatoo on my right..ankle, a faerie on my lower back, and my middle name on the back of my neck with a red bow above it :O
# Of Scars On My Body: I guess a few. Nothing really ugly. I did, in fact, have a scar on my left boob, but it's really faded
# Of Things In My Past I Regret: Absolutely nothing, if everything happens for a reason

current mood: angry

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Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
5:01 pm
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Old. Liek, a month old or so

It's NATSUMA. -danceflail-

current mood: -Took a hit-

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Friday, October 21st, 2005
5:43 pm - The Person I Am Going to Marry:
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Will is hogging TEH EMMERS, clearoutclearout ;O

current mood: Will Langdale. WTF YEZZZ

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Thursday, October 20th, 2005
1:24 am - MY IDOL
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current mood: RAVE FACE

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Sunday, October 16th, 2005
4:45 pm
Will kept me up all night over the phone.

Mellie will be on in liek 10 minutes.
Meanwhile, I'm going to go find some avatar that's wittier than the one I have.
I might even decide to OD.

Overabundant usage of the words 'dear', 'darling', 'hunny', 'gorgeous', and 'sexy'. Wesley says he'll kill me if I call him 'gorgeous' again.
That's funny.

My house sucks.
I'm getting out of here tomorrow, thank GOD.
This place...it's where dead people go after they've been hit by a bus or something.
At least, it smells like that.

Diediediediedie -whoot-

current mood: ASJjifsdy858e598y!?!?!?1?

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Thursday, October 13th, 2005
4:58 pm


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